Hey,
Hello everybody. Good evening. How are
you guys doing? I hope you guys are
doing okay. Sorry, it's uh I I a bit
late because I was checking my stream
quality. Good evening, ma'am. Hope
you're doing fine. I'm doing I'm doing
okay. I'm doing well.
How are you today? I'm doing
good. I'm doing good.
Yo, are your screen capturing the chat
today since it's new PC though? Yeah.
Hopefully the the browser did not crash.
Do not crash.
Helra, sorry, I was a bit late because I
was checking the uh stream quality um
for the Marvel
rivals. I mean, so far during hectic
time, it doesn't look that
bad. It was not pixelated like it used
to. So, it's still like visible.
I know it's not the the most crisp
quality during hectic time, but it's not
as blurry as it used to
be. So, I hope you enjoy the upgraded
stream quality. Hopefully, we can
upgrade it more. But I think this is a
major upgrade compared to what we had
for the past four
years. At least you have 2K stream
available now.
Yeah, compared to the old PC, this is
crisp enough. Mesta, no
PC. I'm streaming in 4K. I don't know if
my internet can handle that.
Yeah,
understandable. It's more of an internet
issue than picture
quality. You're good. I hear you
coughing quite often in the past few
days. You sure you're good? Yeah, it's
just cold. Cold is
my biggest enemy. Biggest
Nemesis malam chat
mam. I don't even think people watch 4K
live. I know,
right? Uh yeah, I think so far
uh uh during during during match like
hectic match the quality gets dropped
but it's still an an okay quality.
So, I can I can say there is an okay
quality and I'm I'm kind
of satisfied with
it. Good evening. Pardon my impatient.
I'm I'm going to ask this question,
ma'am. Which dark side of the mansion
you want to show us tonight?
Huh? Wait, do I let me read
your
hello? How you doing? I'm just keep
hunting for from monster hunter. I'm
trying to use all of weapons and so far
so good. By the way, take my beautiful
choo choo machine
gun. So, if you write with um if you
write with English instead of Hungle, I
will read it in English. But if you read
if you write it in Hungle
like I will I will read it in that
accent. I don't even know if that's
Korean accent. I'm just making it up.
Wow. Gang and all the nudes here. Yay.
Thank
you. Is the screenshot you posted few
days ago your internet speed average?
Yes.
What? We love your Korean. Thank you.
Okay.
Wow. Whoa. Scary time is
scary. 400 Mbps maybe kind of okay for
4K stream, but it's an unstable here in
the at times. Yeah, intero internet is
unstable. 400
Mbps buzznet
dam buzz ring
down. Have you planned to make a new
batch for 5
years? I don't know. What should I make
guys? Uh 5 years badge.
Oh, the hat. Maybe the
hat. Yeah, the
hat. Whoa, a truck. No. Friendship ended
with truck. [ __ ] that. My rivals my
friend now.
voice. No truck. No
truck. Truck still cannot run on your
PC. No, I'm just being
petty.
RI resus 2020 to 2025.
Yes. TLDDR for the voice pack. We so use
magic and we didn't turn into eagle.
Yes. Good thing that you guys didn't
turn into eagle. But you guys get comfy.
Comfy nap
time.
Fore speech.
Yeah. Perfecting your
uh knowledge for that.
Bernafa, but honestly it is. That is a
brilliant move to use Wiso for the voice
packing from the title. People will be
expecting IO for it, but to provide an
interesting take for the pampering
scene. Actually though, I join uh I take
a I participate in the pampering voice
uh legit having Wisu in mind.
So, I just give notes to the script
maker to make it as comfy and wholesome
as possible. And then that's the theme
that they bring to me. And I just like
with a with little adjustment here and
there without actually changing the
plot. Bam. Wisu. Because I've been
wanting to put Wisu
to to that specific voice pack cuz I
don't know. I just I just like the idea
of Wisu.
is trying to comfort the
listener. Something like
that. Do you propose which originality
you're going to go with voice pack or do
you just make edits on the spot? Nah,
I'm I'm the one who decide the voice.
I'm the one who actually decided to
like, yeah, this is the voice that I
want to use in this. This is the voice
that I want to use in
that. It's It's all up to me.
Wow. Why are you using katakana
now? I guess now that Wiso is official,
you can use her voice more and people
can associate it to her now since she
has a model. Yes.
Oh,
warent. Wow, you can read that. Awesome.
I kind of can read little like simple
Japanese hiragana in
katakana wallpaper membership chantic
blood. Thanks to Sandra and official for
the beautiful art. Yeah, thank you so
much for the uh membership special
wallpaper bonus. Thank you as always.
Amazing art.
Will you read the script then decide on
the voice or decide the voice then the
script? Uh I decide uh depends on the
theme because usually they they uh
showed us like this is the theme for
this and then with the theme I already
think which uh which personalities voice
that I want to use. So it depends on the
theme. So it's not it's not depend on
the script. It's it it's already depend
on the theme and then they made the
script. They made the script based on my
suggestion sometimes.
So I already have in mind what kind of
voice that I want to use in this team.
It looks good on you. The cherry blossom
color is kawaii. Thank you. Thank
you. Oh, nine months already. Does this
means I'm a dad now? What? What the
hell?
Reset. Reset.
Fix toxic toxic.
I did that working time without sleep
when you have to commute is kind of hell
and dangerous though. But hey, it works.
Damn. Take care and be careful though.
I'll be dead soon in my imagination. Oh
my
god. What is going
on? I wonder do you ever have a sore
throat due to keeping clearing due to
keeping clearing your throat like in a
very short interval minutes? I
know the intensity like I know how much
I can do the throat clearing gesture to
the point that it won't hurt my throat
because if you do it too hard like it
will definitely hurt
uh my throat. So I don't do that. I'm
just like slightly like and then I I I
drink
water
and if I have legum I spit it
out. We're five months into 2025 now.
What the
hell?
Okay. What the [ __ ]
this weird question, but do you have any
Mother's Day gift
suggestion? It's this Sunday and I'm
slumped on what to get for my
mom. Depends on how old are you and how
and how old your mom is. So, the older
they get, the more
emotional they can become. So if you get
something uh like memorable as Mother's
Day
gift like uh a bouquet with
maybe your picture and
her during your childhood or maybe just
postcard or maybe your picture as
postcard with little message in in the
back on the
back in the
bouquet. I think that
works.
Yeah. Flowers. Flowers works best for
moms
usually. I have test next week. Please
give me some of your luck. Okay, good
luck for your
test. Yeah, I know. I know the feel. I
give her a kiss on the cheeks in our
photo when I was a little kid and it's
made her smile. Actually though, I'm not
as close as as uh I'm not as close to
the point that I can do that to my mom,
but my mom definitely will appreciate it
if I do that gesture. But as someone
who's raised not in such a loving way, I
don't think I can bring myself to do
that to my mom. So
um like
uh gifts like real object gifts works
best for both party in my uh
position. Please take care of your
health reach. I have a PTSD for the
health problem from Holo Lab members.
It's so scary. By the way, from my
recommendation of Mother's Day gifts is
money. It works every time. Yes, money.
So, good, good, good, good suggestion.
My mom loves money. God damn
it. My mother's day is the same day in
the world. I never know. Damn. I don't
even
know. But god damn it. Because uh I
haven't talked about my family lately,
right?
Uh you know, the condition in Indonesia
is really bad right now, right?
economically and generally it's just
bad. Uh because of that
uh work and wage in general for all
Indonesian worker and
uh civil
servants are being
held and uh it
make my mom's salary my dad's work been
delayed so
much and now I'm the soul bread winner
again back in co
time. Uh and now almost every day I got
I got asked for money at least like
300k. Uh it depends on the situation but
per day at least I got asked for money
like
300.
Uh, I've been wanting to resign from my
job, but in this economy, I need to take
thood mode.
Do you ever give them more than you c
can allocate? Like they push you for
more even though you don't feel like
it's the right
amount, but still it's a
lot. And then they will they will talk
behind my
back. She's so stingy nowadays. Yeah,
[ __ ]
you. Yeah, that's my family too. Lol. I
know, right? Damn.
I don't mind giving money to families. I
just hate if that is the only reason
they talk with me. Actually, yeah.
But I will help you. Oh my god,
is thank you. Thank you for the support
as
always. My god, I cannot say thank you
enough to all of you guys as well. Thank
you for helping me feeding my family.
Ita
it helps me a
lot. I got it. question. Cloen Dagger
Nan and Aunda or Aayou and Nanda or or
other
pairing? Nan Aunda to be fair like the
dynamics. I think Nan Aunda works
better. Hey, so I have a question about
merch. For example, I have these
trucking cap. It cannot be replaced. So
I have reservation about actually using
it and wearing it out. Would you rather
your merch be used and worn out or
stored and preserved? Actually, this is
this is
hard. I'd love you guys to wear it and
to show it as much as you can out
there, but I personally am the type of
person that store my merch and make make
a display out of it. So, it's it's kind
of hard. I really really want to use my
merch outside like Ollie did actually,
but I just cannot bring myself because I
I grow up I grew up poor and merch is a
very
uh luxurious. It's it's a lux it's a
luxury basically. It's a luxury like
luxurious item.
So, it's just I feel
bad wearing
it. I mix it up. Some items end up
staying in staying new and not touch.
Other items I love to use. Well, I also
use some items of my merch
like mouse
pad
and if I remember correctly, the blanket
and the tail pillow.
As long as I know how to take care of it
so it will not worn out that As long as
it I know how to take care of it so it
won't wor out fast, I will I will use
it. Yes, something like that. Like as
long as I know how to take care of it so
it won't break, I'll use
it. Hi Resander Malaysia.
Hello. Thank you for watching.
Hello, Malaysian fan. I actually noticed
there's more Malaysian fans that come to
my stream and I would like to say
hi. Hi.
Not going to lie, most of my merch
purchase is more based on supporting
motive since otherwise I'm quite stingy
with money in and purchase.
Understandable. If you can take care of
us, we will stay for a long time for
you. What? That sounds so wrong.
Allayia mentioned hello.
Hi Southeast Asian strong.
Oh, the tail is the only merch I
actively use, but it's indoors. Yeah,
same. And sometimes take the plushy for
a walk, but carefully.
Yeah. Have the same thoughts. Some merch
are kept in storage for pristine to mint
condition and some merch are used in
daily life like football etc.
Yeah. Yeah.
Wu that aside the physical merch I
always purchase all languages for your
voice pack even though I don't
understand JP just to support you. Thank
you. So yeah my merch purchase modif is
more to support you. Thank you guys.
Yes. I still have your tail charm
keychain from your first birthday merch
that someone kind enough to give me.
You'll safely tuck locked in inside my
wardrobe. Good to
know out in the
open. Yes, I think so because I know
that Ollie always always
wear
wear her merch, especially like shirts
or or textile
merch. But for me,
no. I have a lot of like shirts,
t-shirts. I even have the
uh holo life summer
uh a pasika kamea a Hawaii
shirt. I It's It's still in my
uh lamari. It's still in my
storage. Aloha shirt.
Yeah, the expo merch. Ah,
yeah. Good to know. Good to know. Good
evening, guys. Hey, we're on merch
topic. Going to burn this faster than
the sh the shirt comes. The
resid
Okay. It is so expensive. But talk about
your daki makura already two years for
me to sleep with. Oh yeah, the one
that your mom kind of likes
too. I must support you no matter what.
But that's why I'm wearing your fan
happy and bringing your plush to every
local wee event whenever I can.
A proud
reason. I prefer wearing or using any of
my merch and if it broke it already
serve it its purpose. True. Somehow some
of my Disney t-shirts are almost 10
years old and it's still good to wear. I
hope Polo merch can do the same. I think
I think Holo Merch upgraded their
quality uh by the years because I
remember that back in the days t-shirts
are prone
to
deteriorate I
think. So their t-shirt quality was [ __ ]
AF back in the days like 2020ish.
2020 to 2021's merch was like
meh
so but now they improve the quality so
much I think I mean whole life gets
better and bigger so
that's also the
reason campaign short
indeed getting buried with my merch when
I die like an Egyptian pharaoh
Yeah, sure. Why
not? I bought so many holo merch. I put
all of them in four bore boxes and it's
more than 60 kilogram, but it's worth
it. Wow, that's a
lot. And the
convexi. Getting merch back in the day
was tricky, too. Proxy mail service and
during the virus time. Yeah, true, true,
true, true. We don't even have like
shipments to Asian countries, more so
Indonesia. So that was that was a hard
time. I don't have any holo merch yet,
not because I don't like it, because I'm
just poor. As a man of my family and
sandwich, I can only support through art
and green soup occasionally. Yeah,
that's okay. That's also understandable.
I know sometimes we want like official
merch and everything, but if you want to
uh if you want to support um fellow
creators like fan artists and everything
and if you can afford it, I'm actually
really open on people making uh Irisu
merch. So, if you're interested on their
merch, just just go buy
it as long as it makes you happy.
Uh
yeah, and I saw that more and more
people actually making uh RU merch and
some people actually making RSU fan art
book.
Awesome. I am that famous to have my own
art book. God bless you who make it.
Damn. Awesome. Definitely want one. Can
you send me one? Thank
you. I want that. I want that book.
Please give
me I mean I'm willing to pay for it
but if I can get if I can have like one
copy free I would be
happy guys. I think she wants it kind
of. Oh, I got one by Naru by giveaway.
Oh, lucky you. And also I sell t-shirt
at with prisoners art on it that
literally prisoners in prisons. Yeah, I
saw Gate for people who sells merch this
month. Namate, I hope all of your uh
merch sold out
hopefully. Admin admin benefits. Free
stuff, please.
Yes. IP
tax. Yeah, I really want to play it.
H almost forgot that now is already May.
Why is already May? I don't know. I'm
scared. Why is it already
May, bro? I cannot believe we got Oshi
tax. Oh
tax. Wow.
May means Ultron will be coming. Yeah,
Ultron
update. The only way I can keep
supporting you is by buying cards of
you. Is that okay, R? That's okay. Thank
you. Any kinds of support is
appreciated. Thank you, guys.
birthday, anniversary, birthday, any
special
Personal
merch. Birthday. Personal birthday.
Have you seen the hatsiku movie that
released today in Indo? No, I
haven't. I
haven't. I'm actually not really
interested in watching it because it's
more of a project seai anime movie and
I'm not really into it anymore. So, I
don't know. And I'm not too eager to
watch Miku anymore. I mean, I'm already
like past my Miku phase,
so I don't know.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
No, she doesn't love Miku anymore. Not
really. I'm still proud of me, but she's
not like my huge
idol anymore.
Like, I mean, I'm still proud of Miku
and whatever Miku related thing is, but
That's
it. It's not her Oshi and Valo. Yes, my
Oshi and Vocalo. It is still and
Len is Len or or
Gi. I I like
favorite moments from
Thunderbolt. Every moment of the Red
Guardian. I actually my personal
favorite was
when is Is that her name? Yes. Actually
crying and said to her dad that I'm not
okay. I'm lonely. And it hits hard. Even
just remembering it makes me
like, wow, it hits
hard. Yelina is Yelina. Sorry.
Yelina. Sorry. I just I can't remember
name that well, but you know who you
know. You
know, bro, put spoiler alert. I'm sorry.
Elina, I'm not okay.
Canana. So far, I like it.
Uh 9 out of 10. Very fresh.
Still the thing that makes it a little
bit meh was like there's some out of
place joke, but that's okay. I can I can
let it slide. But n out of 10 for me.
It's been a
while that I feel like I'm watching
classics.
the very end post credit. I love it. I'm
I mean, we already know that the movie
is coming, but I like it. I like it. I
like the teaser. I like it. Looking
forward for it. Is Bob a good character?
Actually,
yes. Very Gen Z. Thank you, Bob. You're
a very Gen Z type of personality.
Bob the
goat. Yeah, Bob is nice, but I kind of
wish that he doesn't get memory wipe
every time he changes. It's
like, can we not have more schizophrenic
character, guys? We already have
Moonight, please.
Don't let schizophrenic characters take
over
again. Already have
Moonnight. Bob is also in Top Gun
Maverick. Oh,
Naruto is it will be one of the main
anti-hero in the upcoming Avengers. I
think void won't go away. Damn.
Okay. What is Thunderbolt? Is it MCU
kind of thing?
Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. Yes. It's the new
Marvel
movie. No issue. Bob cannot do multiple
personalities like you. Yeah. I just I
just hope that he
remembers. He
doesn't. Bob is more bipolar depression
here than schizophrenic. Yeah, bipolar.
Sorry,
I
just
Yeah, I'm happy for you. Oh, last few
MCU movies kind of meh, but this one I
really recommend it. They're doing all
the right thing for the franchise. Yes,
I didn't watch Thor Love and Thunder.
Was that the title? I don't remember
cuz I don't know. It It's It looks more
like a sitcom to me. Going to watch it.
Whatever plot they have in that movie,
I'm not going to watch it.
Lisa is so cute. Always cute in her new
outfit. I still cannot
comprehend. Thank you for the
compliment. In the comic, Bob and
Moonnight have the same therapist is
very funny.
Really John Walker aka US agent series
Falcon and Winter Soldier.
is good actually because like in the
first part of the movie he's like super
annoying.
I but good. He became
good a little
bit less
annoying.
Like Ragnarok is slightly better. Love
and thunder is a no.
Novenity character. Yeah, I know, right?
God. I don't watch any Marvel movie
series after
Moonight. Actually, after end game, the
movies the movies are pretty [ __ ]
So,
uh, watch
Thunderbolts, but lower your expectation
and think about it as a as a fresh new
franchise, whatever
uh, despite whatever title they put,
just think of the title as Thunderbolts
and it's a new franchise and that's it.
just don't have any anything attached
from the past MCU series.
uh you know where they came from and who
they
uh who they fight
against like which Avengers characters
that they
fought
previously or what relation they have
with previous Avengers members. That's
it.
Hi Risu, I just wanted to say my
appreciation for you. I really love your
personalities and sense of humor. Thank
you. I find you very relatable and of
course you are a great singer. I wish
you all the happiness and nuts you can
get. Thank you. And I wish you all the
happiness you can get and I hope you can
also get the re the regggy the rest that
you need. I'm sorry. I'm so bad at
talking right now. But yeah, I hope I
hope everyone of you get the rest that
you deserve and
happiness. Yeah, my mood is good right
now, so I'm going to drink
water. Ah, water so good.
Wish for the reason.
When you sleep with Reese's dog, you
don't get rest. You get wrist.
No. Okay.
discuss which usually
uh
unintentionally or maybe they're not
aware.
Uh, effect.
Is there is there any any anyone who can
explain maybe um Bahas Indonesia expert?
Sorry, I'm
not good enough in my own
language. Depends on the context I
positive.
Thank you. Yeah.
I
just say, "Huh?" What the
What a weird type. What? What a weird
way of
typing.
Whoa.
Fore! Foreign! Foreign!
Look at that one.
What? Can I see the fate of this outfit
I needed for reference? would like to
some modification on my blank t-shirt.
Research purpose only. Well, okay.
Because you ask it on membership.
Okay. Leg
And we got character [ __ ] Got that. We
will never get character
[ __ ] You expect character
[ __ ] out of I'm the race. I did.
No. I don't even get character
[ __ ] Never. Never.
Wait to patronam.
What? I love this all. Yeah, same.
You don't even know the rigor for this
model. Of course. Uh-uh. There goes my
productivity at work. What?
Why normal proportional?
I really love the feet part.
What? Don't be distracted by the lack of
character [ __ ] We have legs now. What?
At least I'm doing some research and
need to see your feet up close. Is it's
for research. You see, I'm normal.
Nah. Oh god.
You can move your feet. I don't think
so. What do you call the left access the
leg accessories on your left leg? I
don't know. It's
vines. Vines and leaves.
So many hand tyan in this
chat
actually I cannot let
me put this here your
oh damn stomping on you
This is so weird, guys. You guys are
gross. Never
mind. So weird.
I got like 16 to 20
screenshot. Read only. By the way, it's
for research purpose only. No s I'm
horse.
Damn. Do I need to pay for that? What a
nice gift. Whoa. Okay.
No.
Oh, ma'am, please stop. I'll be deceased
if we keep going. Okay, sorry. And this
is the hand if you guys haven't seen it.
nails. Can I see the leaves?
Huh? Each nails have different nail art
design. I don't know.
Let me
check. No, I think it's the
same. We are very lucky tonight.
Good
leaves. This is probably the only time
in my life I'm actively taking note of
nail polish on a woman. Ma'am stas more
what when the owner of the model say I
don't know it is worrying slightly I
know
right
leaves I think you can just screenshot
this and then make a I would say vector
out of this and then
bam copy it to your fan
art. That sounds great. It was so nice
actually. Screenshot this. Make vector
out of
it. Bam. Fan art.
This is This is the left
one. Thanks, Goddess. You're
welcome. Shall feed
me. What?
This dress detail has killed multiple
artists.
Sorry. What the [ __ ]
No. I want to commission you in this
outfit. I'm worrying about the artist.
Ah okay again then
hand. Oh left hand and right hand has
different different leaf.
this. Do you think Kurupan is real or
it's some kind of massive massive
massive panic attack? I actually don't
know. I don't have the answer because I
haven't researched about it,
but I actually don't
know. So yeah, left and right hand has
different vines, leaves,
flowers, and
then a little bit on around the chest.
So it's like the flower is like from
the this part. Oh.
It's from like around the
armpit
until the right
ba I think
It has motives.
What?
What? for
Huh?
Oh, I see.
Ah. Oh, by the way, I have this
Don't forget if I said your bossome look
lovely, would you hold it against me?
Nah. I mean, I like boobs. I
understand. I have this this nuts.
Another Ba Ba flash.
I
get boo
Ash. Damn.
Oh man, another style. Okay people,
let's restart the selfie, right? This
has the best membership stream. What?
Okay.
accessories. I actually don't
know. Don't ask me because I don't
know ear armor.
Oh my god. You know what?
I know. I
saw Bubby live. Bubby's
dream. Yeah.
cover
again. Uh
birds bar.
Too many details.
Help especially cosplay will
mate. The ear armor looks so cute. Thank
you. What kind of bubba do you like the
most?
Generic.
Understandable. That's okay. I I
understand that as well.
Wow. Praise me.
So I got to live with it, I
guess. Yep.
Yeah, guys.
The [ __ ] is going on?
What the [ __ ]
What the [ __ ] is
this? What the [ __ ]
Abomination.
Oh, be not afraid.
Wow, this is so
scary. You need to do well. Hey, you
know what, guys? Let's Let's do this.
Yeah. You know what? I'm I'm going to
speak to you guys like this. Biblically
accurate. Rao isn't real. Are you guys
Are you guys okay if if I'm talking like
these
guys nightmare stream?
Oh,
awesome. Expectation, sharp eyes,
reality, stuff of nightmare. This is
ninja.
Yeah, I tried. But the eyes still still
round
because So I don't I don't know. I don't
think
That
broomsting wood
Hey
H. My first screenshot is that look on
your face.
Hanging.
Hm. Oh yeah.
This
Foreign speech. Foreign speech.
We will play Marvel Rivals with this
model.
Max Jumawa Pro
Max and
Your mama
prom. My three years old nephew entered
my room and was watching while you were
doing something weird on the screen.
What? Nah.
worthy familyfriendly YouTuber
is. Okay, I need to go RTA real quick.
Hello. I'm
back. Can I get I tonight? Nah.
Sorry. Don't feel like
it. Okay. So, this is life 2D, guys. Not
3D. my
3D. This is uh this is not 3D because
this is the
uh
3.0 I
think. Yeah, this is the
3.0.
Uh a little
Man, angry was so cute. What the hell?
Oh, the eye looks like
it's it's
pulsating. Oh, I think I think I have an
idea. Pupil.
Pupil. Okay.
Gary. Yeah.
This is the part in me side where the
girl pops out of the screen and kills
you. Oh, nice.
Ang gallons to that. What the [ __ ]
Oh, Mr. Pingman rivals. Whoa.
Anto pushing pushing with that.
What's
Merry Hey
there.
I'm Yum, yum,
yum. And this is my
three.
I can also do the same eyes, similar
eyes actually, but it's like
this. So, it's kind of different.
I think I'm going
to I'm going to change the parameter.
Yeah. I mean, I think this face is more
like
rounder
because I don't know. It looks like fish
eye because it's 3D.
It's not like 2D, so it looks like fish.
This 3D looks goofy af.
Yeah, in 3D it kind of needs to look I
mean in my personal opinion this this
legit looks like my uh my 1.0. I think
hair hair-wise and
color-wise it legit looks similar to my
1.0. Let me let me show you.
like upgraded version of 1.0.
Yeah. Damn. I really cannot I really
cannot use this voice with this model. I
really need to speak like this. If I'm
using this model, like legit, it has its
own
soul. I need to speak like
this. I don't I don't really need to
speak like this, but I need to speak
like this. This is like this is like the
default voice of this
character. And I I can't I can't use the
other like I cannot use lower voices for
this. I I legit need to use higher
pitch. Let's change to this
one. This is
2.0. The mouth is suck ass. Like I don't
know what they're
doing
with
2.0. Oh yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, this is this is
2.0. Ow ow
ow. Very limited
rigging. Whoa. Whoa.
Whoa. The rigging was so awkward here.
Yeah, I know, right? Like the mouth the
mouth is [ __ ] Like the rigging for my
mouth always like [ __ ] ass. I don't know
why. I'm sorry, rigger. I hope my papa
didn't hear this, but it definitely make
it bad. And then this is 3.
Oh, hello. But like nice
mouth. It took you what now? Like four
years to do this. God damn it.
Like guys, like the face actually looks
more symmetrical. I think like the 2.0
looks pretty round. Let me change back
to the 2.0 real
quick. Like this.
Expressive the 3.0 0 is like the
polished version of 1.0 and 2.0. The
overall image is still the same, but
still more polished appearance.
Yeah. Years in the business gave you new
tricks to do with your mouth. Yes, this
sounds wrong on purpose. I
know. 3.0.
What the [ __ ] is this? Looks so weird.
Yeah, I'm so tired today. Time to
rest.
Bye-bye.
foreign.
BL
aggressively. Bye-byeing. Goodbye.
So, what is your go-to model? The model
that you most comfortable to use?
Actually, this one because this one is
more like
expressive. So, it it captures more of
my movement and everything. And I like
this one actually. I want I actually
want them to like upgrade their
uh rigging but I don't know corpo uh
have their
own set standard of movement so it takes
a it take years it took years actually
to reach 3.0
Oh, and I know like the newer member
have have it like upgraded have their
models upgraded yaba daba but eh to move
in to move in like corpos rigging
standard feels so outdated
sometimes. Okay.
I
mean
oh damn idea.
The 3 rigging applied only in this
outfit. In this outfit only. I don't
know why. I don't know why they don't
apply on the newer
costume. What do you want to improve
from this model rigging wise?
Uh hair. Um shoulder movement.
just overall range I want it to be wider
and also lips like mouth
tracking and eyes actually I don't
know like I
saw other rigging to be like so fluid
and I kind of want that to
your new outfit based on 3.0 rigging
now. Let's see. Actually, let's compare
the movement. I haven't compared the
latest costume movement. Let's
see. I
think I think
Sorry.
Wow. I think rigging wise it's already
like
3.0ish. It's like
2.5. Like 2.5 instead of
like 3.0.
It cannot do the smug smug mouth. It
cannot do the smug eyes. It cannot Oh,
what is it? I cannot stick out my
tongue. It's better from
2.0. 3.0.
Yeah.
Like it's as smooth as 3.0.
but with
very limited
uh
options. Diet 3.0
indeed. 55 months. Wa. Quite comfy
prisoners night so far. I really need to
relax cuz I underwent the test for
promotions and now I'm so pumped.
Please let me see
3.0. Yeah, this one is more smooth. This
one is
smoother. Yeah, I I I can feel
it. No, this one. This one is
better. How the two layers of hair
visibly separate? I didn't notice until
now. Look at the top of your head in the
new costume. Eh, let me
check. Huh?
Which
one? The top of my
head.
What? What? It's It's It's
separated the fringe.
Oh, like nah, this is not that is this
is not that smooth. I can feel it like
working behind Misum model. No, they
paid
it. Uh I was I was thinking of
commissioning it myself but no policy
change and now they will pay for it but
with very limited limitation and I need
to have like clear proposal about it
and and
bam
we still feels pretty restricted. Yes,
it has some robotic movement to it.
Yes. Do you move mo move around much IRL
when doing that movement? It feels
slightly restricted in the shoulder
area.
I'm actually just like moving my
head like you're moving your shoulder in
circle. The first version of Ru is still
the best for me. Not really. You guys,
you just have a move on for me. No, it's
ass. Like every other people got like
better rigging than I am and then I'm
going to stick with that. No.
You should watch here at the
stream. I mean, yeah, why
not? But get back, my beloved. Well,
it's if it's in your memory, good.
Bringing it back. Not
really. This outfit with cape and hood
ear armor is my
favorite. What the hell? Okay, take
care.
Oh,
ouch. Z 1.0 is weird and bad. I say
unique. We're not the same. Okay. Stay.
Are you I'm agree to disagree. So, yes.
Uh you can you can have your
opinion. 1.0 is nostalgic. Yes. But do
we want to keep it? Not really. It is
good in its own
time. The cape with the chain is my
favorite part.
Naruto, I love resing any outfit or
without any. Thank you.
I think 1.0 has a place in Riso history,
but I wouldn't want to use it now
either.
True. Actually, actually, because I'm
the first gen, I actually have the
freedom to choose on how I look. Yes,
I'm going to I'm going to break the
immersion for a little bit, but
whatever. We already break it long time
ago, so whatever. Uh so um I explained
about this like
back then like probably one or two years
ago in membership stream as well. But I
got to
choose I got to choose how my
character would be like but I cannot
choose the artist. They will choose the
artist and I'm
gonna decide and describe how I want it
to look
like. So I got the chance to actually
pick and to actually decide on how I
actually look.
And
I and back in my
days,
human
YouTuber
was too many. Too many human YouTuber
like so plain. I don't want it to
look plain. I don't want it to look
human. I want it to I want it to
look special.
a little bit more
special.
So, because I like to watch Okaoro
before I actually
applied to
Holo, I want to be a
uh I want to look like half human, half
animal.
So I was thinking what animal that has
similar
uh
personality to me. I was really
uh I got the most similarities with
hamster back in the days. But but
because there was already
one a
hamster YouTuber, there was very little
number of YouTubers back then. So you
just got to search and then bam, you got
you find you found it. But there's
already one hamster YouTuber, although
it's although she's not from Holo. So I
scrapped my
idea. I was actually thinking about
being a
skunk. Actually, I was thinking about
being a skunk because
Yeah. But I I was thinking I was like,
nah, it's
too it's too
much. So, there's an alter alternate
universe where is based on a hamster or
skunk, huh? Yeah. I thought it was
Yago's taste to include Kimono Mimi in
each generation. Nah, not really. It's
just my It's just my decision. So, I was
thinking about being a skunk or a
raccoon, but then I was like, "No, I
cannot feel the connection with this
animal." And then I'm trying to find
another smaller
creatures. And I found a squirrel.
And it turned out there's like
this squirrel. Uh well, it's kind
of blame the naming system in Indonesia,
but
uh squirrel
and squirrel like has squirrel and
chipmunks all called squirrels in Bahasa
Indonesia. So, it's really confusing,
but let's just think both are the same
thing. So,
it. So there was also
an endemic coral in Indonesia and I was
like cool I think I think I can be this
character and I was actually searching
searching I I actually did my research
on how squirrel behaves and what kind of
general trait and personality squirrel
has. I actually googled it and actually
watched some squirrel videos. I was
actually watch and listen on how a
squirrel sounds like and how a
squirrel's chirp sounds like and how
squirrel in general behaves. And I was
like I I legit can relate with this
squirrel. And then bam, squirrel
girl. That's how I actually got the
concept.
But I'd love I love to put like twists
here and there from a character because
I know I
cannot contain my singing voice. Go.
Bam. Lore. Aunda and Risu. And bam.
That's the
first double
personality
YouTuber that came
out legit.
So you are the first squirrel VTuber.
Yes, I am. So are you this first VTuber
who use double voice and double
personality? I think I am. I don't know
if you can if you can prove me
otherwise. I don't mind. But I think so
far I can I can say that I am. So yeah,
there you have it.
Yeah, you're the first one I can think
of having that double personality. I
know. I'm actually doing it before it
was cool. I'm actually the one
who gave the idea that you know what,
you can have two voices. Be
greedy. First YouTuber who has four
ears.
Really? I am the OG.
I put a lot of thoughts in my characters
because
uh this VTuber personality is like the
extensions of myself. So I definitely
would want to make it as me as I
could. The OG multiple personality
indeed. The one who has the most
consistent lore. [ __ ]
yeah.
Hakami existed before Risu.
But did she use different voice? I don't
know. Did she sing with different voice?
I don't
know. Do they have different range? I
think they do. But did they actually
utilize it? I don't know. I mean,
Kurokami has her own 3D, but whatever. I
don't care. I'm only care about
myself. One more question. What about
the name? Did you decided by yourself?
Yes. I was actually thinking, okay, the
the the lore continues actually after I
decided like, yeah, there is an I can
relate to squirrel and there's an
endemic squirrel in Indonesia called
Tupiaspladulla. Tupias Pladoula was like
an endemic in uh
Kalimantan and it literally translate
into pretty squirrel. pretty
auquir. So, I was thinking about a name
that that is easy to pronounce by uh
everybody Japanese people, Indonesian
people and then that's why I am making
the
name. So, Ayundai is like the Indonesian
name and Risu is the Japanese name
because uh the biggest uh viewers came
from Japan back in the days because we
are like the
first
Indonesian generation at that time. So,
actually Lisu sounds pretty. Thank
you. So, it's easy on the tongue for uh
bilinguals. Yes. And I'd love to have a
name that is that can easily
stick to your memory. So that's why I'm
actually picking Risu because I'm
actually getting the name
like so it's like you know what I'm
going to I'm going to put my name like
I'm going to put Ru in my name and then
I'm actually using
Ru as the
name Chris.
Yes. Thank you so much for the
explanation. We got a lot of knowledge
in the stream. Yay.
I know some Clippers get confused early
on when other members would say Lan and
it would get subtitled
wrong. I mean, it's only fair. Their
parent named their kids similar to them.
Yay.
Love the Lord behind the
scene. Actually, back then I was like,
uh, I was I was I was like lost in
thought about naming my character Alice.
Alice in Japanese called Adisu. Arisu
Adisu. Alice because I really love the
name Alice. But so many people already
use the name Alice and I don't want to
be
generic, but damn, I really love the
name
Alice. So, and I was like, uh, I don't I
don't want I think it's too long. And it
I just use the risu just so adisu and I
I put away like deleted the a and then
just become risu. That's why my first
original song titled Aisu and You. So
Alice and you Alice was actually
referred to me. But when you make it in
like it and then you can you can have it
like if you
can if you can just like rearrange it it
becomes there you go and you
I think you mentioned that when
explaining the meaning behind Alice and
you how that history was there.
Yes, I am
smart. Wow, that's really awesome. Thank
you. Yes, because this is an extension
of myself. This is literally my self. So
of course I need to be myself. I need to
be original. I need to
be able to say that this is me. I am
proud of me. And then bam. Creative.
Creativity. I'm so proud of myself.
Self-branding
is something that I really really really
trying to build since I was being a
YouTuber since the first time. So that's
why self-branding is very important.
That's why I'm trying to
be original in everything that I do.
Yes, originality is something that I
respect the
most because it creates identity.
Identity creates image. And the one
thing that I really want people to think
about me and the one thing that I really
want to build is that when people think
about me or when people
just in a glimpse of seconds listen or
hear about the name Rio, they instantly
think about one thing which is me or
maybe just like my behavior or maybe
just like my antics or
whatever. That's that's the thing that I
really want to build. Not only like
empty
fame. It's such a shame that
rationalities never officially recognize
that is one of your best creation. I
mean originalities itself is still very
new, very green actually and it's kind
of a complicated concept. So if I really
want to introduce it to like my overall
audience, I really need to bring it
little by little. So it's okay. It will
have its own stage of uh in its own
time. So we we will introduce it little
by little so a lot more people gets um
comfortable and gets to know it much
better.
There's voice pack, there's lore video,
there's new models, and and there's the
res now uh RU switch stream. So, we're
trying to introduce it uh
slowly as your name will direct you to
direct to you when it said Ruo. Yes,
there's actually one person I think they
they went gone to
ashes reduced to Adams when they
actually want to use uh similar name
pattern to me and then they actually
name themselves Ru which they don't
really have
any Ru element at all and then bam karma
hits hard.
I might have stumbled upon a vehicle to
get rationalities out there, but it's
kind of a cutthroat business method and
might catch you some flag. Would you be
interested in stream apps? I'm going to
check real quick.
Plan art and dojin help me to know all
the originalities. Actually, doin dojan
is a good way or good method to
introduce to like broader
people. I'm actually quite interested on
the idea of personalities. But what do
you mean about
cutthroat
business? I didn't send it yet. I'm just
asking a hint. I'm kind of intrigued
with the idea. Whether I can make it
happen or not, it depends.
What would be your concept if you're
being a male
VTuber? Not
idol.
Definitely. Uh, if I were a male VTuber,
huh? Let me think about it real quick.
Oh.
Nand as a concept, I really want it to
be unique, like to be really
personalized. It's still me, but I want
it to be unique. So, it's kind of hard
for me to decide right away.
I'll buy a
home. Warlock
VTuber.
No, I'm still thinking though. What if
I'm a male VTuber? Hey, sorry, out of
topic, but can you give me some
emotional support? I'm really tired with
my life. Cannot hand anymore. Sorry if I
border you.
A okay can you you can you can just
chill here. You know
what? Uh a lot of problems seems
pressuring, a lot of problems seems
burdening you, but
uh stop for a bit, take a deep breath
and repeat it
and
just I think the best way for me to
relax was to is to release my pent up
emotion. Let me I so I usually do it by
crying. So if you cannot right now
just
just do a sl uh do a short meditation
like just just inhale and exhale very
deeply and do it probably like one or
two
minutes. You will surely find ways. And
there are us who believe in you. So I
hope you will believe in yourself.
Believe in us who believe in
you.
Yeah. Yeah. It's okay not to be okay
sometimes. True.
Take a deep
breath. We are here to believe in
you. Nice gur lagan quote.
Yes. Is it a healthy habit? Of course
it's not a healthy
habit. Never release them. No. They will
get crazy.
Don't be ashamed of showing emotion.
Don't don't be ashamed of your own
emotions. All emotions
are good emotions.
If it's
uh if it's
released in the right situation
Toxic relationship.
I was thinking for a male reo maybe a
bartender already done now but not
really a bartend I think that was your
kind of personal or advisory vibe I kind
of like to be a bartender but but we
already have ru
right so I'm considering not really
Maybe. Yeah,
maybe my image would be
like
a if I were a male VTuber, huh?
Thank you guys. I really appreciate
that. Love you guys in this
one. Get some
rest. I don't know if you understand Bas
Indonesia, but I will try to uh I will
try to translate it in English as much
as I can. Whenever you feel
overwhelmed, get some
sleep. Just sleep.
No matter how you do it,
sleep.
Yes. Sleep is the best medicine for most
of things. Most of things. Not
everything. Most of
things. Yeah.
Here's the thing. Yeah.
Usually people who who has anger issues
uh there are uh a lot of factors. I'm
not trying to be a psychologist here but
there's a lot of factors but usually it
comes from the
house. So
uh
Fore! Foreign! Foreign!
confidence. Yeah, it's related with
confidence.
Rories, I did have anger factor when I
was in home, but then I moved to Jakarta
to work. Now it's better. Yes, living
with parents
above legal uh legal age is actually
pretty bad with your health.
Okay, I'm going to go RT real quick and
maybe get some water and then after that
we donos.
Yeah.
Yeah. Hello, I am
back. Good, good, good,
good. Hello back. I'm back.
Wow.
Oh. Oh, thank you, Rob. I'm actually
reading it right now. I'm going to study
about it real quick. So, if I ended up
doing
it, you will know. But if I ended up not
doing it, you will
know. Okay, this is a very interesting
take. But it like it definitely gives me
ideas. It gives me like it's
opening Oh my god. It's It's opening a
new
uh doors for
like ideas basically. So, thank you. All
right. Glad I could be useful. Thank you
so much. I'm I'm going to study about it
for for some
times. New revelation. Not really no
revelation, but I'm going to study
it. Here's the thing, guys. Oh, yay.
Pipe time. Yay. Ya. Yeah, I have to go
to sleep for tomorrow for work tomorrow.
Thanks for stream if you okay please
read. Oh, let me read. What is that? I I
cannot read hungle now. My hungle uh my
hungle skill is reduced to Adam
now. Good
night. Oh, good
night. Good night. Good night.
Yeah, actually guys, I've been really
stuck
as in concept and everything. I mean,
aside
from how do I how do I explain it
without actually making you worry? But I
will just assure you that there's
nothing much to worry as for now. I just
I just want to be honest with you guys.
The reason that I've been stuck well I
mean I've I've told you guys about half
of it most of it actually about like
blah blah blah management blah blah blah
ideas blah blah blah cannot done cannot
be done unless you do your blah blah
blah blah blah blah numbers blah blah
blah but
uh because of all that I'm just like
exhausted I'm stuck in a wall right and
I'm just
I was in a state of like giving up.
Like, you know what? I don't think I
need to do
much. I'm just kind of like I'm I'm I'm
in a state of like
uh it feels I'm in a state of like a
retired
uh veteran kind of kind of mental
image. But is my
Is my browsers acting up again? I think
it is. Let me let me check real quick. I
cannot see you
guys. Where the
[ __ ] I can see you guys
now. State of stagnation. Yes, state of
stagnation. I'm just like, yeah, you
know what? I just I don't want to do
anything. I'm tired. Look that. That's
why there's there's not
much of new stuff coming out from
me. Just like rest for a bit. Maintain
the status quo for now until brain
refreshed. Brain will never be
completely refreshed actually because
the state You know what? I'm going to I
can't The browser
froze
then. So, sorry. No more chat because
browser is just bad. I I'm back using uh
Firefox. But I think this is just
Firefox problem. It keeps uh frozen on
YouTube. YouTube only.
So, yeah, that's understandable.
Everything that's happened makes hard to
go anymore. Try meth at this point.
Yeah, I'm just like uh you know what?
I'm just so at this point I'm just going
to uh um uh what I'm doing right now
which which actually surprising because
uh because of the amount of attention
the the other members are giving me.
It's just I'm just going to do things
that makes me happy.
But then I was I still have I still have
uh I still have the drive and I still
have the motivation that I need to do
more. I need to be I need to be
original. I need to be unique. I need to
be
bam.
But after like experiencing all sort of
things in this past 5 years and it's
like no, I'm just I'm just going to do
whatever I like. Like back then I told
you guys that I'm doing whatever I like
while balancing on roast and I'm just
like now I'm just
like
eh use brave browser resist chromium
base with
uh built an ad blocker.
Oh brave browser can you post it in
resuggestion? Thank you very much. I'm
going to check that out later. I'll come
back to that later. I think especially
last year, there are times when I feel
like you won't do more because you think
there's no point into it. I still think
that there's no point into doing a lot
of stuffs
actually. But I'm already like
uh I'm already like make peace with
that. And so it's like I
know there
will not there will be nothing much and
I'm not going
to I'm not going to hope
for for
anything. I'm just going to do whatever
stuff I do. So I'm just like
vibing. So isn't that I'm just
like it's like you're doing what you
can. Then there's a clarity moment. Nah,
f it. I'll do it my way from this point.
Yes. It's like probably this is also why
I I become like a little bit more rebel
and I'm talking about like I'm I'm
whining a lot on membership stream and
it's like yeah, [ __ ] it. [ __ ] you. [ __ ]
outsiders. Yeah, but nowadays you can
talk about it more freely in a positive
manner. I sense a slight change in the
perspective into it. It's all it's
because I'm already make peace with
whatever is going on. I just like I I
can I can not use my emotion when I can
not using my emotion when I'm talking
about it because uh when I still hasn't
make peace with it, I always talk about
it with full
rage,
irritation, envy probably.
But I'm still talking like uh some
things are unfair and I'm still putting
emotion into it. It's not like I'm dead
robot, but I'm I'm already make peace
with a lot of
stuff. I don't say you realize being
made in a positive way ain't bad.
But it sounds kind of like that to me.
Sorry if I sound pretentious or some. I
hope I'm going well. I actually don't
understand what you want to say. Maybe
just just just say it in
Indonesia. So I am okay with being
myself right now. And I
don't
No, I'm I'm okay. The this this place
where I'm sitting right now is is
comfortable enough and I'm not and I
don't think I'm going to move anytime
soon. Whatever people say outside,
I'm I'm
done. And you do a PMA again. This again
when you do that back then. I mean,
we're still doing it. We just don't do
like talk about it
much attention that the members are
giving you any law. Uh, I lately when
I'm actually when I actually decide not
to do anything, Ian members and other
streamers like Potan
Yaha were actually raiding me. Like,
thank you guys. Wow, I'm actually not
doing anything. Why are you coming to my
place? But this is a blessing. So, I'm
going
to say thank you to all of them. So, I
really like it. In fact, I enjoy
it. So, yeah, I appreciate it from deep
deep from deep inside my heart. So,
yeah, basically being mid ain't bad.
Just being everyday normal Johnny.
Yeah.
What? It's hard to do PMA as overly when
you don't feel great. But the PMA
becomes doing things and pushing through
that mental state.
Yes. Yes. I cannot be
your motivational speaker all the time
because I also have things that I need
to go through. But you know I'm
doing I'm also bringing you to go
through the problem without actually
being your motivational speaker. That's
what I'm doing right now. So that's
PMA without actually saying that
uh without actually saying that you
cannot give up. I'm actually bringing
you together with me so we both don't
give up. I don't know if you understand
or not,
but that's how it
is. Every day might not be good, but
there is something good in every day.
True. The end members were surprised you
were streaming at those
hours. Yeah, I'm also surprised. But
thanks to Dinkham and Mav Rivals, I like
streaming at that
hours. I don't need to keep saying you
do PMA. What I mean is I miss when you
do that when obviously these days you
rather do it.
I mean, I'm
still motivational speaker.
I had
enough
of all of that things that I actually
deserve to have but
don't. I
mean, for
membership. I still think that
Fore I don't
public. Clear
boundaries. Boundaries.
ineneral. Hello humans. I'm back from
black contest. Good fifth place. Also,
I'm going to my flight back in few
hours. Oh, take care of your flight
also. Fifth fifth place is great.
though
like you moved forward from the previous
contest to this contest is already great
achievement. If you want to continue
after this, good for
you. And I can say that I'm actually
proud of you after all of these years.
God damn. God damn,
Zoro. Thanks, wife. No, wife. [ __ ]
you.
Water. Looks like today's rough day for
you too. Otis. Well, I played a lot
today, so I had fun.
you. Why do you still treat me like
this? Because you deserve it.
It's okay. I hope uh hard
feelings. How is your physical condition
after three stream? Do you feel tired
around this hour? I'm a bit sleepy
though. So maybe we're going to wrap the
stream in like 30
minutes. Lately, I've been suppressing
my fear since I'm in kind of do or die
mode. This is too scary. But do you
think there's a healthier way to handle
fear? Handle fear. Yeah. If it's about
do or die.
Beyond beyond
human autopilot.
I've been there.
I don't even watch this noon stream but
I think you do like always frightening
viewers today might more challenging but
please this place you do.
Yeah. Speech. Speech.
about negativity. There's still balance
of mood to consider. If the mood is too
rough, it's difficult to try to bring it
up again. You're an adult though, so I
believe you already know if it's too
far. Yeah.
Uh
uh incredibly
offensive. Well, with what I've had to
deal with these days, sometimes I kind
of wonder if God does want me to
die.
for pardon my limited knowledge, but
Yoda. Yeah.
R L question. If I see something that
most likely not from her
world, how high is the chance that she
will collect it for
research? Very high. I know it's
actually really curious
being very high like alien grab.
Something weird.
Grab. Oh, collector. Yes, kind of.
So I hope whatever actually crashing out
on you gets
better for like two a year full one and
a half year I think and
then we can
give and then you're back.
It's just I am glad that you're still
here, Kito.
So, I know I cannot help you directly,
but if you're still here, it means it
means that you still have your
purpose. Yeah. Thumbs up.
Yeah. Get the
bear. You know what? I realized that
picking my hair nose with pins set is
far more satisfying than
engaging in picking fight with
YouTubers.
What? So weird. What the hell?
Yeah. Yeah.
membership. If you tell us now, I will I
will save that story for another time
when I feel like
it. Story time,
wiggle. Now, I'll save the story for
later.
Hell no. or um I mean I like only one
stream that I've talked about it but
this is like years ago it's it was
membership objective survive.
Well, see, but I'm going to save this
the I'm going to save it for
later. Yeah, I recall the me stream in
that time. That was crazy. I know,
right? Crazy.
I hope it
helps. Yeah.
It help it doesn't do help me. Ah, good
to know.
Yeah, good to know that that this place
give you guys
a coffee zone.
That's why
membership one of the best aspect of
your membership stream. You listen to us
as much as we'll listen to you. Your
membership stream is always feels like a
safe haven for me.
A this continues to be great. Let's go
tracking.
Not I'm actually trying to uh to try I'm
actually tried the bus simulator. I'm
still trying to get uh to get to
understand the
mechanic. So, please wait a little bit
until I tried that game on
stream. Take
care. I just want to let you know that
you're one of the things that keeps me
going. Liz
a I think it says a lot that you still
do prisoners night almost every week. We
have this space to have it out and talk.
Honestly, you don't have to do that, but
you make the time in space for everyone.
Yeah. Also, this is serious. Uh this is
a serious thing. I know that uh I know
that the word Okay. Okay. Trigger
warning. Trigger warning. read a G word.
Gword's going to be mentioned, but but I
have explanation about it. Trigger
warnings. I know a lot of you guys are
starting to use my stream and me as uh
in as a sole reason to push forward. I
know you guys uh your guys life is
depending on it but there is uh I risu
definitely is not an eternal
uh eternal internet being internet.
Yeah. Andu is eternal but
eternal internet corpal being not
really. So if there if there comes the
time
uh I would say she don't die completely
look
around because I don't want to see
everybody offing themselves because I
just graduated.
No, if you look around then you will
find is just a shell of
many. Yeah, I this is my warning to you
guys if if this thing ever happened
because I know I know there are some of
you or maybe a lot of you who are
actually like very attached to
this
Aundisu but it's not the end of the
world.
Okay, I'm happy that you guys can
continue your life because of
Ayarisu. But when Ayondisu ends, it's
not the
end. It's the end of an era. Yeah,
true. Is this a warning sign? Oh,
because a lot of people actually uh a
lot of people are actually asking and a
lot of people are actually
afraid of the word. I'm just going to
tell
you if this things if this kind of thing
ever happened, I just don't want uh
somebody to uh pull out their in their
life support
cable. I don't want that to happen
because we don't know if there's like
external factor or maybe internal
factor. We don't know
because wild things can happens. Wild
things happened in the past.
So, just like
um I'm just being
real to you
guys. So, just just don't off
yourself. We know one day Aayunarisu
will break containment and escape this
place. This thing is that the chance of
Ru and maybe even cover will keep
existing. They will turn into grandpas
and grandmas is extremely thin.
True.
So keep that in mind.
But yeah, let's let's just think about
it as like bus stop like
uh Zero Yuking
explained. Zero King, was that your
word? I hope
so. This is the special thing about
member streams. Re can be more real with
us. I really appreciate that. Well, I
just I just want to be real to you guys
because a lot of people like, "Yeah, you
are my sole reason to keep going and I
don't want you to stop
leaving after that
because well, if I stops definitely it's
not because of death."
So,
so
yeah, you know, I've already explained
you
enough. It's going to come up
eventually. Thanks for the heads up, me.
It does help ease the pain to me. Yeah,
hopefully not. Well, I'm trying to be
healthy so I can stream
more. So, that's why I don't have much
health problem nowadays. And I'm going
to get healthier and healthier. So, I'm
going to live long enough to stream and
to play
games. Unless we are seriously
considering the idea of nursery house.
Well, sounds like a great
plan. I saw a lot of squirrel around me
after I started watching Reek so white.
Well, lately I saw a lot of power.
Please do not reincarnate into a towan.
No. Ew. I hate
tawan. And fight beavers. Fight beavers.
Yes. I'm in this prisoner's house. I
accidentally sent it away. What?
Bab's nursery house.
Oh no, not that one, please. I don't
like
bugs.
Ew. Reincarnate into the biggest hamster
YouTuber.
The tow made huge sang under my gang. Oh
my god.
Sang I have respons I have
responsibilities that require me to stay
alive. But then but when that time comes
I hope I won't go back to just going
through the
motions.
Yeah. Even if
I even if IU ends and you step away, we
will probably still find you. I mean,
I'm an internet being. I'm addicted to
internet, you can definitely find me.
What the [ __ ] Like, if I cannot be one,
I will be
another. Yeah, you'll find me
notless. Hello.
Oh no. Queen bee. Ew. So
cheesy. [ __ ] that. I'm edgy
being listening to your laugh sometimes
makes me feel relaxed. So thank you.
You're
welcome. Guys, stop suggesting me
things, guys. What the
[ __ ] Like,
bro, I'm just being real with you and
I'm not telling you guys to to to tell
me to make new avatars or whatever. God
damn
it. I'm just going to be
real. Oh, don't go. You're you're my
everything and every
and I'm out here listening. You'll be
like, "Hold up. Her writing is this
fire." What? What writing? Oh my
goodness
gracious. If I am to be really honest,
ma'am, I'm still not ready for you
leaving for at least 5 years more. But
if you did, my life would probably turn
into hell on earth.
Nah, let's like I just said, if I'm if
I'm leaving, it doesn't mean I'm dead.
Look around and find out. I'm not dead.
God damn
it. Stop mourning like I'm dead. [ __ ]
that. I'm alive.
I sound like a grandma
now. Also, stop mourning like a reason
will die tomorrow. Yeah, stop doing it.
It's so dead. I can sometimes still hear
her voice.
No. Yeah, she's alive. I'm alive. But
what if you're dead? Will your soul
still streaming? Eh, if after that
streaming can be monetized
probably. I'm really sorry. [ __ ] you
guys. Why this topic has gone into this
direction? I don't know.
But I said what I want to say. So I said
what I want to say. I hope you guys can
comprehend it the way I want you guys to
understand
it. Yeah.
Hi, Grandma Mara. Thank you for the
stream. And yes, guys, she is still
alive and careful for your
nuts.
God, I just hope that one day when
you're gone, I could easily find you
again. Nah, you'll be easily find me.
on topic. It's okay. I see you as a
fellow traveler. Some somehow our past
have come closer. But when they part
ways, I just hope your happiness. Until
then, I will keep greeting you with a
smile whenever I see you. Thank you.
Sorry guys that the topic is kind of
sad, but don't worry, you can find me.
I'm not like hiding under the rock or
anything. No, I like internet.
Internet's my place even though it's
burning in
fire. YouTube chat is boring. What the
[ __ ] Stop
it. Woo! I'm so glad you got work. I
hope you enjoy your work, Mr.
Bartender. Oo, nice, nice, nice, nice,
nice. Good luck. Take care. Good night,
and see you. Yeah, I'm actually going
going to wrap this stream soon as well.
If you go one day, I'll watch Dr. What
the [ __ ]
This topic is not easy to talk to, but
you got to say it nevertheless because
some people might do some extreme stuff
nowadays. So, it's nice to take
precaution. Yeah, that's that's my
intention.
You're leaving yet? Are you rich? Nah.
fans
group. I just I just don't want want
people
to go around
and plug out their life support or
anything. Yeah.
If you go, all of this will be good
memories and start again another time or
maybe another universe. Yes, obviously.
Duh. To be honest, this is my first
membership subscription and I just feel
really glad that I chose Marisu. Oo,
this prisoner's knight is wholesome for
real. Thank you for always be there for
us, Maris. So, you are
welcome. Yeah. I mean, here's the thing,
guys. Here's the thing. I am being as
real as I can in front of you guys. This
is me. This is my personality. This is
my
ego. Just different voice
sometimes. But wherever you will find
me, I'm just going to be me. So, [ __ ]
you
guys. You guys are awesome. But [ __ ] you
guys. Switch supports.
DPS.
Thank
support DPS.
Super SD
game.
Fore! Foreign! Foreign!
Hey,
Yeah. So sorry.
In quest
healer Thank you.
Javan
DPS membership stream.
Jeff Jeff.
Oh yeah.
rifles counter swap. Yeah.
Come
on. Come on.
Don't forget to drink water. Thank you.
I actually just drank water. Thank you
for
reminding. I don't know the risk of
joining the res. Her tongue is on fire.
Yes. By the
way, one of the best player in the
game of one
of
the
for Starord.
Oh, one above all.
Marvel player.
Okay. Come
back. If you were offered to join this
big enforcement rivals journey, would
you uh would you or not to scary?
Actually, if my
teammates I need to get the chemistry
with my
teammates first.
But if I get the chemistry with my
teammates, it depends on who actually
invited me and if I if I actually can
get chemistry with my teammates, I
actually would just
go. I was like, "Yeah,
sure."
Yeah. But but here's the thing. I also
need help. I need tips. I need like
inputs doing during like scream and
everything. So yeah, I need
it. I need a lot of more maybe double
the amount of practice that they had
because I'm a
newbie. See, she could go pro playing as
long as she got good teammates in coach.
God damn it.
Rocket doing rocket
things.
attackers. Definitely. I'm trying to
find things uh uh that that can help me
in that can help me do what I need to
do.
I carried this bronze all YouTuber
videos. I I don't want to. Oh my god. At
that time I I'm also using Mantis. God,
I hope I wish I can switch to
DPS. To be honest, considering this is
the first time you are playing this kind
of game, your game since you know what
skill to use at what time. Just need
more playing hours. Yes.
God damn
it.
Okay. I've
ever joined the team. And this is this
is me playing with my friends. I ever
joined the
team that three players are balanced
with
uh one main healer.
God the whole
matchm Gomez found said that he found
you in his recommend foundation and he
had fun playing with you. You should be
more
confident.
Yay. I I want to play more rivals now.
Hello. Hello. Thank
you guys.
rival FPS which like uh
PUBG uh
Valerant
Uh,
Apex Valerant is just like rage baiting
which and which is not fun for me. Like
I love the mechanic. I love Valerant's
me uh mechanic. I love
the heroes and everything. But the game
overall is just rage baiting game and I
stop I stop playing it.
and PUBG. PUBG is just
like I
had bad memories about PUBG so
skip
aim. Yes, cuz I'm I'm bad at aiming.
That's the
thing. And
there for newbie
Apex is no
no for newbie. Apex is no no
cuz it's too
fast. Sorry if I make a new mantis who
ever made drivers content creator video.
They will comment about how you keep
attacking could heal with her auto
attack. I know. I'm just I'd rather I
know. I'd rather I'd rather be commented
that because I am
aware. I just keep shooting attack
because I am aware. Cuz I
cannot I can't direct my attack
yet. So, I'm just going to like you know
what? If my bullet is in is infinity,
I'm going to shoot it.
So whatever works for me I
guess I am I am aware. So if they want
to comment on that feel
free. So yeah Apex is not for me. I've
tried it and like
no if you want if you can pick one hero
that you are not fluent with but you
really want to master it. What hero
would that be? Oh, Logan. Uh,
Wolverine, you should watch a YouTuber
flat spectating bronze player on rivals
versus his comments literally burn you
when you only watch the video. Nah, I
don't watch that kind of video. Like, if
you want to spectate, maybe like give uh
give inputs or what or whatever. Ya
daba. If it's just to boost your ego and
just give like roast, I can do that. But
I don't want to I want people to enjoy
it. Not not following
trash meta trend. I want people to
actually enjoy it. Enjoy the game
because I enjoy the game. There are
games where I lose but I enjoy the but I
enjoyed the match.
Not my
problem. Isn't this very constructive?
It's just that his word is very
colorful.
Colorful. Sorry, but your mechanic is
the level of unsharpened
pencil. Uh what? I don't want to watch
it. You do? If you if you don't want to
step down and speak my language.
No. No. I don't want Gordon Ramsay in my
in my kitchen.
Yeah,
that not going to watch that.
But yeah, I only expected a place where
people ask him Yoda me. I'm not ask
anybody. So I don't want to be included.
I don't want to watch it.
Period. Again is actually pretty easy.
It is. Yes. I cannot be patient because
if I'm being patient, my uh
overall sense of the
situation. So I need to master that
first. I'm
aware as what would like to happen
between these two. You get invited by a
team to play in a tournament or you get
invited by my ribs tournament
commentator. I think you'll be a great
commentator. I never be a commentator,
but I can I can
learn
e. Okay, it's almost 12 now. I'm going
to read
donos. There is the hero that you think
currently fits the most with your play
style regardless of metal current
balance.
Penny. I love Penny.
Okay, super chat
time. Thank
you. A lot. How many? 1 2 3 4 uh
five
6
7
8
9 Thank you. There's a lot. Nine super
chats from
Isangor. Amen. And 10
Wow, my AKA is still
there. Yeah. Wow.
Whoa. Awesome membership stream as
always. Thank you, ma'am. You're
welcome. And thank you for watching,
guys. And for next from FU, thank you
Fua. Thank you.
PGW135, thank you. Iman Latif, thank
you. GF, thank you. Idolatry, thank you.
PGW 135, thank
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Thank you, Ko. Thank
you. Thank you. Thank you messed up
brain spike. Thank you Jude Boys. Thank
you Alison. Thank
you. Thank you Mohamad Muskaw. Thank
you. Thank you. Thank you. Wigardu.
Thank you. Thank
you. It was a pleasure to see so many
different versions of you tonight. You
are really special
YouTuber.
Yo, hi
Kyato dear. Thank you. Happy long
holiday everyone. May God bless us all.
Holiday. Thank you for membership stream
ma'am. First chill and got warm until
hot. Anyway, can can we get
yah from corwalk dark? Thank you. Thanks
for s and good night. Good
night. Next from inner peace. Thank
you. Thank
you. Thank you 100 ponies. Thank
you. Thank you Nikki. Thank you. Let's
play PSX. Thank you. Wigardu. Thank you
Nine. Thank you inner peace. Thank you
Chico Bell. Thank
you Reno. Thank
you. The next from uh
Streamlabs
Oops.
Oh, from Streamlabs
from
Senagraib. Yorisu, here's your Oshi tax
for bring our cute gamer squirrel. Also
curious, what's your favorite swimsuit?
I thought I would ask with this golden
bikini trend going
on. What is
this
area? My favorite swimsuit is the frilly
ones. I don't know. I like that a lot
with a lot of
frills. Yeah, from Fu in super chat,
thanks for stream time to sleep. Thank
you. Good night. And from Alpha, tonight
you give me more fuel to face whatever
challenges dare approach me. From the
bottom of my heart, I say thank you.
Thank you,
Alpha. Next from Shiro Kid, thanks for
stream. I can still hear her voice.
Wait.
And next from
Streamlabs from naming system. Thanks
for today's stream. And wow, you had a
pro player join your team. Oh no, that's
awesome. By the way, I just remembered
what do you think about people saying
your new outfit looks like a wedding
dress. Some are saying it looks like one
which you revealed
it. I'm all right. I mean, you can think
about whatever you like. If you like it
that way, if you like saying it that
way, that's okay. For
me, I'm neutral about it. Kind of looks
like a wedding dress, but no, it's
not.
Yes. Next.
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah. I think it makes you look like an
enchantress of the magical forest.
Yeah. And next from Walker Solariz
channel. Ah, it's a nice story how it
came up and after you inspired me, I
ended up being the first cowboy VTuber,
too. Yeah, that's awesome.
I'm glad you were able to make that
solid identity too since that how I came
to know and care for you as well. Even
early days you felt different. Hey,
thank
you. And thank you from Rob. I'm going
to learn about
it for a while, Rob. Thank you.
is
origin
again. Next from social bus from YouTube
silence. I cannot chat or even super
chat.
Really? What? But still enjoying the
stream though. Have a nice
rest. You got shadow band.
Hey
Nina, if I remember correctly, I still
see your stream your stream your comment
on like
uh yesterday's
stream.
No, I got that too. I refreshed it and
it goes normal.
He was in the earlier stream. Maybe he
got shadow bur.
No, I hope it gets back to
normal. Damn, I cannot fix it because
it's on YouTube. It's YouTube problem.
So, I'm so
sorry. I
hope I hope you can get back soon.
incoming
rivals. Okay, it's 12 a.m. here now,
guys. So, I need to go get some rest
and I
guess thank you
for being with me. I mean, my goodness
gracious. We stream a lot
hours today. So, I I think I got to rest
now. Bye-bye.
Oh, it's so rich.
Poy
Py Boo.
Pyth you do it.
Py
boy pops. By the
time you
By
pumpky
monkey you
Uh, guys, quick quick question. Quick
question. Um, who's going to win? One
human or 100 squirrels.